~mischief~'s slavery was not an easy thing to
find, and or to develop.

~mischief~ knew what was in her heart, and has known
for a very long time.  Yet to be honest, she did not
know the name for it, nor did she realize that
she was unique in her wants and needs.

~mischief~ found herself online first.  In the beginning
she found a BDSM room, and felt much more at
home with herself and with those around her.

Then there came a time where she realized she was not
merely a submissive, she was slave.  It's what she wanted
what she hungered for, and what she ached to achieve.

Once she realized truly what she was, what was
within her, needing to be freed, she went searching
for like minded people to be what she was, for she
found out that slavery was not always accepted
and in-fact sometimes shunned in the BDSM forum.

What she found, was Gor.  No, ~mischief~ is not a nut ball
that believes that gor (by the books) can exist on earth
yes she knows that it goes against the laws of
the land.  What ~mischief~ believes is, is the underlying
ideas of Gor.  That women have a role in this life
and Men have their place.

~mischief~ grew in her slavery with each day that passed.
her Master's along the way, helped her grow, pushing
her along the path that would bring her "freedom" of
slavery and happiness.  To be honest, it was one of the
hardest journeys she's ever had to take.  There are
many times which she has said, if she had a choice
about her path of slavery, she'd have chosen a different path
for slavery is NOT a smooth road.

she remembers clearly the day that she understood fully
the depth of her slavery.  Knowing thoroughly and
completely she would literally do ANYTHING to be pleasing.
The revelation scared the hell out of her.  Crying and
shaking the girl just sat shocked for quite a while, until
her Master at the time could calm her, she was unnerved
at the depth within her.

Slavery to her, is a living breathing thing.  It is the
lack of personal will, giving ones self completely
over to another person.  Such deep loss of desire
to have personal control over ones slef is a living thing.
If it is not nourished and cared for, it will die, and her own
will to care for herself will return.  People can tell you
that slaves have nothing and expect nothing, but
~mischief~ is not sure if that is so, they need desperately
to have that lack of desire cared for, for the alternative
makes the girl ache inside beyond belief.

Right here, is the reason it is so very important to KNOW
Whom you give your submission to.  If you are not
giving it to a like minded Master, it is very possible
you will not get your needs met, and slavery within
you will die, finding you loose your belly, and feel lost.

To ~mischief~ this is the ultimate responsibility of the Master.
To know Himself and know what He needs in a girl.
To know when He takes a girl that He can fulfill her needs
and that she in turn can be or can be taught to be what He
desires.  Master does not mean breaking a girl apart
and rebuilding her.  To ~mischief~ it means helping
the girl to be all she can be, and molding her to
the Master's specific wants.

To ~mischief~ this relationship of Master to slave
and slave to Master, is the ultimate in giving and
receiving.  Without one, the other is not complete.
It takes both for ultimate happiness and one is not
more important that the other, it takes both halves
to make the one whole.  That does NOT mean
that the slaves have any sort of control, just both halves
are vital to make a satisfied and happy bonding.

These ideas are ~mischief~'s, if you disagree, please write
her and tell her of your point of view, and show her
why you believe what you believe.
she longs to learn and would welcome your comments and ideas.

Thank you for taking the time to read of her, and her
point of view.

she wishes you well ~smiling~

(~mischief~ now returns you to your regular broadcast.
Click on the m&m's to take you back)